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Hey Trinity 9

Life is so crazy right now, I know I am always saying that, but I really am so overwhelmed with everything that I am supposed to be doing.

My trial is on Thursday, so I have determined that this week will not really be my first week of doing homework, just kind of showing up to class (although I am missing two whole days of class for the trial) and waiting until the weekend to do homework.

Meanwhile, the interview process hasn't really quite kicked in for me yet, but I have to start getting ready for next weekend. I hope I can get a job. I am worried about it.

The retreat went really well, and I am so glad it's over. Now I can concentrate on me again. and interviews. and school. and trial.

Meanwhile, back at the ranch, Malik is still in my life. We'll see how that goes. I need to talk to you about that one in person- hopefully we can make an appointment soon to chat?!

love you!!!!!!!
Trin1

it's a hard knock life...

que paso trinity? it's time to address the neverending battle...can one say "faithful." lmao, right? who the heck do i have to be faithful to right? well, i am using this new theory, maybe if i focused my efforts on one dude versus the many i normany tend to juggle, just maybe i will stumble upon a lucrative investment...any thoughts? i was TOTALLY buying this theory, that's why if you haven't noticed, you haven't heard much about any men in my life (for the first time), but now i'm getting a little sick of this concept i'v come up with. i really don't think it's working!!!!!

let's see...what else, hmmm....GOING TO SEE MARY J ON FRIDAY! can we say bitter women unite! lmao. me, jorja, juanita, buchi, tamika (ting's sis), jennifer (from the pool party), my sister, one of buchi's other homegirls, cassandra (soror) and 2 other sorors. oh, and mike, my sis's man, and jenn's date...how can these 2 men survive a night with drunken bitter women singing mary j songs? let me set the scene...it's friday afternoon, and we're all crunk about the concert, so what does trinity9 do? institute a mary j preparty at her house, where there will be LOTS of wine and other alcoholic beverages between the hours of 5:30 and 7 pm. Then the d.d.'s will make sure we safely get to the concert, and start off with a lil jaheim and letoya luckett! Hopefully the alcohol wears off by the time mary comes on stage or there will be some drunk dialing going on! lmao! So that's the plan...

what else...umm, oh yeah, i got my raise!!! Oh, and it was a pretty good raise. THANK YOU GOD!! you hear me.

Ok, gotta run. call you in a few.

the life and times of Lil' D

To fill you in on my life:

My friend Gaby was here last week, he flew in from LA and we had a great time stomping around Boston a little, and then we went rafting on the Kennebec River in Maine, oh my goodness, I was so nervous but it was sooo much fun to go and do that. We stayed at this quaint little place that was really cheap and great and I had a nature to the max experience. I really enjoyed it- it seems like a great place to go for bonding because all you can really do there is enjoy each other's company and nature. Anyway, Gaby left yesterday...

What else? Speaking of bonding, guess who I am NOT getting any bonding time with at all...of course, the newfound love of my life- ok, that's a little dramatic, but I really like dude (as is already on the record). He's basically told me that he won't be around this week at all (he is busy promoting the concert that he is working on all summer, it's this Friday). I am trying to be uncharacteristically calm about the situation- which is hard because it is clearly uncharacteristic of me. And now that there is intimacy issues...well, that's just it- I am having intimacy insecurities..."what if he is just using me?" "why am I such a slut?" and "does this mean he doesn't like me anymore?" etc etc...but I think at the end of the day it's that sex is independent for him..in other words, it doesn't mean he likes me because he is having sex with me, but it also doesn't mean that he is not interested in a relationship because we are having sex. Ahhh...such is life, we'll see how this goes. Sigh, I am riding that fine line of not taking too much shit from a guy but being understanding and grown up about the situation.

I am not sure how successful I am at this.

Other zeta news: tomorrow we are having the Stork's Nest Launch for Delta Omicron Zeta chapter here. I am excited, I get to go wear my line shirt and represent to the fullest. Did you see Victoria's email? I am always touched by her zeal for keeping in touch with people...I am not being sarcastic, by the way.

Have you heard from Joan? Is she still alive? She crosses my mind sometimes and I hope she is doing alright, like not being beat up by some dude. I worry about her.

Anyways, would you ever be interested in rafting? I don't think so becuase you don't swim, but it was really fun and would be a cool bonding type experience for a bunch of women to do together. But so would a cruise to the Carribean!!!

On that note, back to work on my client so she doesn't get deported!

Love ya
#1

PS- I finally signed up for text messaging package.

Blogworthy

So...I just thought it was important for you (#1) to know what's going on in my life...

I'm goin' CRAAAAZY! I want my home renovation phase to be over! Stop the madness. It's really been stressful and is leading to the ultimate demise of my life! Grr.... I need a vacation, and I only have 2 more years to make it to Boston! So, I'm breaking out the handy lil calendar. lol. Yeah, we gotta make it happen soon. I mean you could have kids soon, get married and not have time for me to visit the big B! Anything's possible...

Beyond that, what else goes on down here? Well, I really need to go back to school, but I want to move, and I also need to buy a new car in 9 months. I have a lot of weighing my options work to do. Grrr...

The exLOML has been all in my shit lately. He gave me the 4 words I shudder when I hear..."WE NEED TO TALK". What is with this needing to talk business? Our talk was of how selfish I am...the nerve of this MFer. I'm SO over it, it's not even a convo anymore. So, moving along...

The new dude...well, how do I say this...ummmmm...UNEVENTFUL. I REALLY don't see this one lasting. Why you my ask...UNEVENTFUL. I don't even have anything to say about him. I'm just using this space to tell you that he's uneventful b/c that is one thing I CAN say about him. Hee hee hee! But for real, he's so uneventful. We don't really talk, and when we do I'm so unconnected from the convo, it's pretty bad. What more can I say? (yet another jigga quote).

Dear God, make me a bird, so I can fly far away from this madness!!!!

Okay, so that's a recap of the life and times of trinity9...(damn, i love Sean Carter)!