emotional rollercoaster

I am not faring well this week. Im starting to feel all ugh about work and all that. I'm getting a little- or a lot- bored and am just feeling a little like " what exactly am I doing again?" I hate the feeling of being someone who has all this vision and no follow through. What good is a dream if you can't fulfill it? OR better yet, what good is vision if its blurred. Its like you're walking but you dont know where you are going.

I woke up this morning to a wave of different emotions. LD is going through an emotional rollercoaster herself. My brother called me from his car with slurred speech and an empty emotional bottle. My dad called me telling me to talk to my mom about her depression/emotional rollercoaster brought on by nothing more than a so-so hand of cards( depending on how you look at it)

I hate emotions! They ruin you!

Love,

Ting