I'm dating

Well well,
I am suddenly single, in an interesting and rather unexpected turn of events, I broke up with M. He resisted. He continues to resist.
Offered to take me on vacation anywhere that I wanted, offered to change his ways. Asked me to give him a second chance about a million times over.

I must say, this is the first time I have ever broke up with someone. And it was so horrible, I was an emotional wreck this morning. But, I also must admit, the fact that he is trying so hard to get me back tells me that I was doing something right during the relationship. It also lets me know that he knows he's been less than adequate in his prioritizing of his life. I also am convinced that he truly loves me.

Now what? I told M that he could basically court me. In the famous words of Meredith Gray..."I'm dating." M can call me, woo me, vacation my ass all he wants to. I am not committing to him, he's not my boyfriend and he can not get mad at me for someone else calling/dating me. I told him that whatever he thinks I need from him, multiply it by ten, and that's what I really want. I think he got the idea.

We'll see...in the meanwhile. I'm dating...